Hey everyone. Well, My shoulder has been feeling tremendously better than the first few days after the crash. It still hurts like absolute hell, but its much better than it was. I have been trying to move it a little and get it to stretch a bit. I cant put any weight on my arm at all or lift my arm up like I am reaching for something. It feels like something is clipping and popping in there and hurts so bad. If I just have it resting at my side on a pillow or in my sling it feels much better and I can type almost pain free like that.
Wednesday I go in for more tests to see how it is doing. Hoping for the best.
My father is doing good. His heart is stabilized so far. They said he will continue to go into A FIB for the rest of his life. He has like 13 pills he has to take everyday now. Hopefully it stays manageable and he starts to really take better care of his body. He has to change his lifestyle and the way he eats. I believe he can do it.
Well, about the bike situation. I know I have flip-flopped a bit just this last week

Anytime after an accident like that I can assume most would say and feel the way I did. It hurt seeing my family like that. My wife said never again, and she usually means it. We have been talking a lot these last few days and neither of us want me to give up what I love so much. I know I can ride slow and be happy, but I dont know if I can give up the sport bike. I love it.
Somehow she just fell in love with the new white 2010 R6 and wants me to get that

Its all very confusing to me too... trust me.
I will always have the crash in the back of my head and the pain my family and I have gone through. I know my limits on the road and I know not to push them. Like I said, this crash had nothing to do with what bike I had. It was plainly my fault alone. I dont care if the people I am riding with have to wait a little bit for me at the waiting spots on the mountain. And if it is too much for them to do, then I wont ride with them anymore. I will not push my limits and my safety for anyone. They are very good about that. They dont want anyone to crash by trying to keep up. I know what can happen. I will ride my ride.
I appreciate all of the good thoughts for my father and I. Hopefully I am back riding here soon, as long as there is no internal damage to my shoulder.
I mean, just look at this thing!