Okay so this comes from a weird series of events.....
Three key factors of where the question came from:
Playing call of duty
Sever thunderstorm
Sinco De mayo Drunkenness(many margaritas and shots of captain morgan black)
A guy asks so whos going to preorder the new black ops
I said I wouldnt get it
He goes "why not....it may be the last call of duty you get to play..."
I go "what do you mean?"
He goes "the end of the world man"
at that moment a rolling thunder boomer hit our place so hard the floors shook, walls shook, lights flickered and it kept booming.....
In my drunken'ness I had a profound thought
What would you do if the world does actually start to end? This start being obliderated around you, catastrophic storms, famine, war....what ever may cause it.....At that moment when you realise there is nothing you can do to stop the end of it all......what feeling do you have in your mind and body?
Would you feel angry, cheated of a full life, sad, would you cry? Would you scream? Would you go steal or do something you never could have before but because nothing matters and its all over now what would you do? would you feel you wasted your life, would you think of all your regrets? Would you hug your loved ones and hold them. . . . . Im not joking this thought almost brought me to tears knowing one day I wont have a choice....it could be tonight, could be tomorrow, could be 10 years from now, we don't know. I thought I had accepted the fact life happens and life ends, but holy shit idk if it was the booze or what but it felt like such a deep and profound feeling that actually scared me considerably to think about.....
On a side note....I love you guys.
Three key factors of where the question came from:
Playing call of duty
Sever thunderstorm
Sinco De mayo Drunkenness(many margaritas and shots of captain morgan black)
A guy asks so whos going to preorder the new black ops
I said I wouldnt get it
He goes "why not....it may be the last call of duty you get to play..."
I go "what do you mean?"
He goes "the end of the world man"
at that moment a rolling thunder boomer hit our place so hard the floors shook, walls shook, lights flickered and it kept booming.....
In my drunken'ness I had a profound thought
What would you do if the world does actually start to end? This start being obliderated around you, catastrophic storms, famine, war....what ever may cause it.....At that moment when you realise there is nothing you can do to stop the end of it all......what feeling do you have in your mind and body?
Would you feel angry, cheated of a full life, sad, would you cry? Would you scream? Would you go steal or do something you never could have before but because nothing matters and its all over now what would you do? would you feel you wasted your life, would you think of all your regrets? Would you hug your loved ones and hold them. . . . . Im not joking this thought almost brought me to tears knowing one day I wont have a choice....it could be tonight, could be tomorrow, could be 10 years from now, we don't know. I thought I had accepted the fact life happens and life ends, but holy shit idk if it was the booze or what but it felt like such a deep and profound feeling that actually scared me considerably to think about.....
On a side note....I love you guys.