KeysRider3
New Member
You sound the exact opposite of retarded. It's one of the best decisions of your life. Both my parents died of smoking related disease, but before my mother died she lost one eye when the primary blood vessel collapsed, and was on oxygen 24/7. She was actually relieved when diagnosed with lung cancer because she knew there was going to be an end to her suffering. Keep at it my friend. We're all pulling for you.